today i feel 24 hrs cnnot sleep coz keep thinkin about my family problem n my own problem.. haish!! my lyfe is now miserable n my lyfe is now faded arrrgggghhh!! stress stress stress!! now i all the way at home doin noting which i can do eating, watching tv, surfing net n also sleeping .. HAISH!! mcm ane ayla tk gemok.. haiyoooo!!! now ayla tgah pkir nk skola alik ataw pon crk keje.. tis is wat ayla need to help herself:

• Find a better job to keep on helpin my family
• Find my own way to settle all my problem
• Pray for my dad to win hys case
• Not tinkin yet to have a relationship.. not ready to mingles guys
• Now tinkin about my own future

Ouhya i also forget.. in the of 2010 i now will not tinkin of having a guy coz now keep helpin out my family n also bz wif my own werkin.. u guy nmpk je ayla muke mcm minah bt ayla di dlm hati tetap baik kae.. now my lyfe keep tinkin abt my family n my gerls out dere.. no tyme to tink about guys ar.. guys uat menyemak je dlm otak ayla je.. k la dats all i have to sae... sape2 knl ayla doa2 kn ayla kalo dpt keje or skool kae.. amin!!